Thursday, September 14, 2006
Anniversary smanniversary
This month marks the passing of 6 years that Kyle and I have been trying to have children.. Yes, it's a sucktastic milestone that I'd rather just forget....... And, to add to the fun, I just recieved an email from a friend that a mutual friend of ours is expecting. But wait, did I mention that this mutual friend MET her hubby the month that K and I starting trying for a baby? And, did I mention that this will be her THIRD child? As in, she met this guy, dated him, fell in love, got married, had a child, had another child, and now is expecting another one in the span of years that Kyle and I have been wishing/hoping/praying to be parents??? Man, that really puts it into perspective. Not that I needed a reminder of how looong we've wanted to be parents... yeah, it ain't a banner day over here that's for sure. I'm usually pretty good about keeping my head up high, but today is really really tough. Big sigh....
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Oh I hear ya. I hate that crap. I feel like I have so much catching up to do. It was 4 years for us last march. Even though we are close with the adoption, new birth announcements still piss me off.
sucktastic is a very accurate way of describing it. It will just never be fair.
I'm sorry. I hate that feeling of time passage and the awareness of what has not happened.
A woman who's son is the exact same age as mine has had two more children in the time that I have had none. She had her third child, a daughter a few months ago, at the age of 40. Which is older than I was for all of my miscarriages.
You are not alone, even if it feels like it a lot of the time.
I am so sorry. ((HUGS))
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